Happy New Year.

You're probably tired of the saying 'Wow time passes by really fast.'Well,because they do.It feels like yesterday when I started my Sem 3 in my Pre-U,whining about studying.Now,not only that it's 7 months ago I've completed it,I'm starting my Uni soon.(Not looking forward though).It had been a fast year,nevertheless a great one I must say.

Many sad stuff happened too,but I can't really recall because the awesome ones are filled all over my head right now.I've grew closer with my family and friends,finally felt like I've redeemed myself in my studies(after getting a fucking A2 in SPM!) and I think this year I finally get to know myself.I know 7 months is a freakin long time to know yourself better-haha- but I think i'm a better person now.Loneliness used to kill me last time but now,I find myself laughing and talking to myself.Maybe I'm crazy I don't know.

Anyway,hopefully 2011 is a better one.It'll be one huge leap for me next year to enter Med school,hopefully I don't flunk halfway.Just one more day left now.Don't worry I'm sure the next year will be awesome.It always is.

India

I just came back from a half a month trip to India last Tuesday.So I haven't been blogging for a while.Anyway,my parents had always wanted to go to India,but we didn't have the time.I and my bro were always reluctant to go.'Why can't we go US instead??'But it turns out,it wasn't half as bad as I thought it would be.I really did have a great time.And blimey,but I have not been 24/7 with my family for 16 days straight before,so that was interesting.

Anyways,we took Jet Airways,it was a morning flight-I recommend you this because it saves half the time and the stewards and pilots are SOO handsome,maybe I'll even marry an India guy lol-and we reached Chennai in 3 hours.There were like thousands of people at the airport but eventually we met our tour executive-whatshisname-and our driver.Jag.He drives a 12 seater Tempo,for 5 of us.Hmm.Later,after rounding for a while around Chennai,we went-okay now I'll just list where I went-Mahabalipuram,Pondicherry,Chitambaram,Kumbakonam,Tanjaore,Rameshwaram,Kanyakumari,Madurai,Kodaikanal,Ooty(these 2 places were like so freakin cold!),Mysore,Bangalore,Tirupathi,Thirutanni and back to Chennai.WOW.We went all those places,almost 4000 kms in 16 days.

It was the rainy season in India thank goodness so it was very cold.So that was nice.But my favourite part were the hotels.Damn they all were awesome.We stayed at all 4/5* hotels.We were basically treated like VIPs for the whole duration.I never even lifted my baggage,only at the airport.Okay so some of the good things in India:Food,prices,people,environment but definitely food.I ate like briyani for 5 times.Things that are not so good:People(they stare at you like you're naked-maybe wearing shorts is naked for them),peeing all over the place but the worst is the bribery.It's so crazy that my dad have to tip and bribe at ALL the places we went.Apparently our faces are stamped with the words FOREIGNERS or something.But still,I had loads of fun and maybe India isn't all that bad.

      The Krishna Butterball at Mahabalippuram.I tried pushing but it doesn't  move.Lol                  

 

 At the Mahatma Gandhi statue at Pondicherry.                                                      

             Romancing with my mum while my dad is at the background?
                                                  

There's more photos but as yo know,I'm freakin lazy.Will upload in on fb ONE DAY.Till then

Is the world really ending?

Sometimes I wonder is it true,that the world is really going to be over.I know the Earth is not designed to run for too long.I also noticed a lot of things coming to an end.The Oprah Show,for an instance.I love that show man,but who cares what I think?I guess one thing that I will miss,and by me I also mean another few billion people out there is Harry Potter.

The penultimate movie of the series came out last week,and it was fucking awesome let me tell you.But as I was watching it with my bro,he told me `This will be the second last time we'll be watching HP on cinema.'It's true.I felt a little sad by that.I mean,we've grown up watching the movies and I've read all the books.I and my brother are also always shouting random spells at each other,my favourite 'Adava Kedavra'(the killing curse of course) while holding random stuffs as wand.OMG that do sound lame,but it's fun!

About the movie,WOW it made me cry within a few minutes.I mean,so many people were dying I felt so bad.Some parts were still funny though.I like sitting in a cinema full of people laughing with me,I don't know why.You don't know them,yet we're like laughing together.haha.Anyway,I don't have the HP book collection yet and I saw it at Popular for 280 bucks(220 after member's discount) and mum said she'll get it for me,eventhough I'm like so old now.Hmph.

About the end of the world,I honestly don't know.Maybe it will.When it does,we ought to get ready.About Harry Potter,well every great things come to an end.I'll always read the books and watch the movies,HP'll never be over for us.Besides,JK Rowling told Oprah that she might write another one,well you'd better do JK(whatever your real name is).  

The past and future.

Hey hey supp peeps?Anyways,it's the big UPSR announcement today.Not that I know anyone sitting for one though.Haha.I was just thinking back on the day that I took mine.Feels like years and years ago.But yeah,my memory's not like sieve I do remember.

It was a Thursday I guess,but it was a little obvious that I'll get 5A's(not being cocky) because I got them during my trials too,A lil worried bout Bahasa Malaysia because I thought I blabbered out of context.Quite a lot of them got straight A's even those who never stood a chance.I'm just being honest.Sometimes you think you're a big deal just because you score straight A's in UPSR.Well,I thought I was until I sat for PMR.Well it's not my fault that all those bitches at school said that UPSR is going to be the biggest deal in your life.Well,maybe in the life of a primary school teacher,UPSR results means everything.

Thank God I didn't study that hard,I was kinda keeping my cool.Too bad I kept on keeping it till my A-Levels exam.Haha.I was never that type trapped at home,revising my ass off.I remember my exam fell on my birthday and no one wanted to celebrate it,but I still went.And thank God I did.People always feel like this little things like A's are all that important.I mean it does,till an extend.I mean I get straight A's all my life,yet I'm just getting started.The more A's I get actually the more modest I become,for real.Lol.That's how it should be.There's always someone dumber than me yet they try to show off at every opportunity they get,I really don't get them.They don't know reality is gonna catch up and bite them in the ass.

OMG I'm craping now.Anyway,just saying what you get now that doesn't mean anything.It may mean something now but what matters is the fall of events that happen later on in life.It's like TARC's headmaster said,'The more you know,the less you know.' He's right.

Deepavali!

OMG how long has it been since I blogged?Even I lost count HAHA And all you haters out there(lol) please lah,I don't know what to crap here everyday day.

Anyways,2 days ago was Deepavali!But my family and I toned down because a relative just passed.Kinda sad though that it's been 2 years since I've really celebrated it and I told my dad,`I hope no one dies anymore this year man.'Haha.No,I mean it.So,we all woke up late a little,I woke up at 9,earlier than my usual time still.My mum said we'll catch breakfast at a restaurant so my brother and I were playing cards while my mum nags in the background.Hell yeah!

And it's the 1st year I'm wearing jeans on Deepavali.So,so much better than those stupid Punjabi suits.Anyways,we just spent the whole day visiting people and eating!Oh man,at the beginning of the day I was like `Yeah,can't wait to taste all that chicken and mutton bebeh!'And then by dinner I was like `Oh god,no more till next Deepavali man!'It was literally the fullest day of my life!For now muahaha

Overall,I think it's okay,I mean the angpau's were decent,it was like Rm200++ for one day and counting.This might be one of my last years for angpau's collection coz let's face it-No one gives to an adult.Stupid rule I think.Anyways,hope next year gets better and friends,sorry I can't call you all over.Next year(if no one dies) please come over yea!Tc

Paramore!

Hi guys,it's been forever since I've blogged last.Anyway,yesterday was 19th October,a day that I have been waiting for,the whole Malaysia have been waiting for 6 years -It was Paramore Live in KL 2010!To those who might not know,Paramore is my ultimate favorite band and they are the reason I even bought a guitar!

So yesterday we reached Bukit Jalil Indoor Stadium at around 6pm,thinking that we have 1 solid hour to queue up for the 7pm gate opening,but thousands were already there.It was like freaking Batu Caves on Thaipusam Day!Anyhow,we managed to get front row seats of the second level which had amazing view of the stage.Was a little bit sad though because I wanted Rockzone tickets :(  Anyway,the place started to get packed around 8 and a local punk rock band,Y2K(Yes2Kapitalism) opened up for us.I couldn't hear anything they sang.

Then,around 8.15 a van drove by and the crowd went crazy-Paramore is here!We were standing and screaming,the whole stadium was.They came and without delay,performed my ultimate favorite song 'Ignorance'!Everyone sang,it was crazy!Even Hayley was laughing at disbelief with us Malaysian crowd.She said that she has a lot in store for us and they went on to sing a few more like That's What You Get,Pressure,Decode,When It Rains.CrushCrushCrush,The Only Exception and others.After that,Hayley said,'we have been on tour for 6 years,and I can't believe we have never been here.And we'll definitely come again!'We were all just ecstatic and yelling 'Paramore!'

For encore,they sang brick by Boring Brick and Misery Business.One lucky guy got to get on stage and sing with them,only 2 lines though.Haha.And there was this one guy that tried to jump on the stage,but the security got him.A bit scary.Anyways,she said that now we're all one big Paramore family.At the end of the day,I know why they are the best Alternative act of this generation.Sweaty and tired,yet was the best night of my life.:)

And here's a video of us singing 'The Only Exception'.A bit disoriented though.haha.

P.S.I'll definitely go again to their next one,hopefully they change the venue.

Yeah babey I got it!

So remember I said that 2 weeks ago I went to IMU for my admission interview and I said it went totally wrong in every possible way -Well,guess I was wrong.I'm pretty glad I wasn't right this time though.3 days ago,I was out actually and my brother called and said there was a parcel for me from IMU.The interviewers told me that it would take 3 weeks to decide whether or not I was accepted.So I got really skeptical and told my brother to tear open the parcel while I was getting all dizzy with adrenaline rush.So praise the Lord,it was my offer letter.

I thought I would have to wait weeks for it so thankfully now I don't have to.So I thought life will be all easy going till next Feb -wrong again.Actually now is the time it all begins.By it I mean PAPERWORK.Damn I hate doing paperwork.I am going through one stack now and I'm waiting for another thick stack from my sponsors.Dealing with the sponsors are particularly stressful.Even a simple e-mail I have to send will take 20 mins because I have to be really careful with what I'm typing.You know,classy and respectful.Which is hard for me because they're putting a huge amount of pressure even before the start of the course.You know what's even worse than doing a RM0.4 mill course using your parents money?I say doing it with someone else' money.Lol.

So next Feb it all begins.Will be starting book,clothes and house hunting soon in Bukit Jalil.A bit pumped that I'm starting my course soon but I'm kinda sad to leave this carefree world I'm in now.But one thing I'm not said,leaving this shit hole that is my house yeah!Can't wait to go rub shoulders with all the rich kids even though it's a stupid thing to look forward to.Haha.Anyway,gotta enjoy these few last months before starting this 5 years course,followed by what I'm sure to be YEARS and YEARS of working.No looking back.

                                        

Happiness

I'm sitting in my room,all alone tonight.The chillness I feel has nothing to do with my AC.It hadn't been a great day which is a bummer because I had a lot of plans today.But you know what they say-plans change.So,everything is building up inside so now I'm sitting.Alone.Thinking.Thinking about the obvious reason as to why I'm writing this.Because I'm not happy.

Happiness is subjective,descriptive,varies from one person to another.It can come from the most insignificant things.I had an ice cream just now.It did make me feel better though.But that shouldn't been the case.People shouldn't stuff their face with food,I should know that the best.Yet,I can't think of anything else that can cheer me up at the moment.Tried to play some online games but my connection is just bloody awesome.Thanks TM for efficiently charging the bills every month for services that doesn't worth any.Anyways the point is,does happiness come naturally or it's something that needs to be chased after?I honestly need to know because I don't know.

I know a hormone causes happiness-serotonin-which is secreted all over your vessels and make you happy.Doesn't mean though that happiness is purely scientific.If only the hormone is involved in some kind of negative feedback mechanism.If only,that's the thing.But it's not so life goes on and shit happens.Sometimes,no matter how determined you are to make your life as happy as you want,life doesn't happen the way you planned because planning is all you can do.They say you take control of your live but there's hundreds of other people involved in it and from all those people,any one thing they do can cause a certain disapprovement.

A friend of mine said that one day,we'll get used to a problem because some things just can't be solved.You might pluck your brains out thinking but you just have to live through it,and survive.I believe that as time goes by,you may feel that your problem is getting easier to handle when the fact is you're getting stronger.Wow,it does feel better to lay it all out.The bottom line is I'm just trying to say don't let little things ruin your day,because they're not worth it.Hopefully we'll get through it together.

Oh no it didn't.

It's just me again,on this wonderful Saturday afternoon.It would have been really nice to go out if at all I'm an outdoorsy person but oh well,too bad.My parents are not at home even today,so I'm cutting some slack and I'm just going to chill at home for a while.

So,last Thursday I did go to IMU for my interview.It was a fairly short trip via LRT and STAR,very different from the last time I went there.It was actually a really nice day there.The students were having some kind of performances and food sales and seeing the guys rocking out with their formal clothes was pretty funny.And my mom thought the guys at IMU were good looking.But you know,she has really low standards.Haha.A lot of people were there for their interview and they all looked like they were having constipation or something,maybe it's the nerves.Too bad I wasn't.But probably I should have,that might have made me more vigilante.

So I got these 2 Indian guys interviewing me,one was like from India or something and I couldn't understand a word he said.But the other one got to my nerves really.He pissed me off with stupid questions and was just arguing with me,Well,first I kept my cool and was laughing off my irritation but after that,I got really sarcastic and I think my anger really showed.I should have just kept quiet and pretended to be calm but I didn't.Just for one day and I couldn't.In the end he said 'It should be'-long pause-'okay.'I mean what does that suppose to mean.I honestly think I blew my chances.Hopefully my results can save me and get me a space there.Because if I don't,I have no clue what I should do.They said I will know by 3 or 4 weeks,so I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

And it's that time again.

Wassup people of the Earth and beyond.Nothing out of the ordinary happened these past few days,so I didn't come to blog.But this coming Thursday.I am having an interview at IMU regarding my admission there since I'm planning to do my Medic there next year.And yeah.I said planning because I don't call the shots around here.To be honest,I am not really nervous or anxious.I am just worried since I basically suck in every interview that I did.There's just something about me that ticks the interviewers.I bet it's my stupid face.Too bad I can't change that.Not now that is.

It's not like I'm a celebrity and I've gone through tones of interviews.Till now.I have had 6 and all of them pretty much sucked!The worse by far is my JPA interview.I was beyond pissed to even be polite to them and that costs my whole JPA scholarship.I guess everything happens for a reason and now I'm really grateful I was never offered the scholarship since I found a better one.

But all those were done for fun and now it's time to get serious.This Thursday can either make or break me.I just HAVE to pass it or else I'll be wiping tables at the mamak shop and no,I'm not kidding.So everyone,wish me luck and hopefully they'll be more irritated with someone else on that day.Adios and let's see if I can break this tradition.

So long and goodbye.

Due to popular demands.I'm back to blog today!Pardon the pun I'm still new.

Anyway,the reason I'm blogging today is because some of my buddies are flying off to study soon.Nisha aka minah senget flew off today! :( and Darren and Suzu will be flying in a few days.D: How sad.Those are my MSN buddies who I chat with almost everyday.Sigh.I guess I have to settle with the leftovers here.Haha just kidding,the ones here are golden!

Not that I don't want my friends to have the best times of their lives there,but a part of me will always long the days we all just hung out together.Those days seems like a distant memory.It used to be effortless some time ago.I miss those days when we had those random outings after class.These little things, surprisingly are the ones I remember.For example I remember the TGV at WWM just opened and me,Kirty,Suzu and Nisha went to see Iron Man 2 and we were screaming at Robert Downey Jr from the second row and snacking like nobody's business!LOL! It was a really fun day,excluding the part where I didn't tell my dad where I was.

And who can forget all those crazy moments at our lecture halls.There's nothing boring or lame about lectures at all.As a matter of fact,there's where the fun starts.My life at TARC was definitely one of the best 18 months I have.I'll do A-Levels all over again if I'll ever have the chance to do it with all you guys.I know when time goes by,friends will either grow or go.And now it's time for the hard part,but no worries; distance makes the heart grow fonder :)So don't think you can get rid of me because I'll be here when all of you come back.Love you all XOXO

              Till the next one!Take care everyone :)

Life in Klang.

It's been so many days since I even came online,so I didn't get the chance to blog.To my biggest fan aka Wen Yie;sorry.Haha.So I pestered my aunt to bring me to a CC.So now I'm at Summer in Klang Town.They charge RM3 per hour which I think is daylight robbery.And a guy just farted near me 5 min ago.People should really watch what they're eating.

Speaking about eating,that was something I did really consistently here.From the moment I wake up till the moment I fell like sleeping (which seldom happens when you're having so much fun) i just eat,eat,eat,bathe,eat,eat,TV,eat,eat,run away from the dogs that are trying to kill me,eat,eat,sleep.That's it.You know how we Indians just love to eat.How easy it is that I can summarize it in 1 line but the bliss I feel is heavenly!And Klang food are sick-in a good way!The best thing-my aunt don't hover,I love her to death.All those time my mom would have used to blabber,my aunty uses it to bring us out for food!Thank you God.

I did mention the dogs,there are two.Rocky-the Spitz-He is super calm and cute and fluffy but his teeth are enormous so no thanks.Next is Andrea-a German Shepherd-She is psychotic and she jumps on everyone.You must see my brother's face when she jumps on him.Priceless!But I love seeing the dogs playing with each other and when they do puppy-dog faces when they want snacks.It reminds me how so much alike we are.

My one hour in CC is going to be over.I'll be back to crazy KL tomorrow.How sad:( Back to boredom and blabbering.AT least I have my Kay-El friends to keep me company.Miss you guys,See ya!Peace out!

While the whole world is overcoming recession,I'm undergoing it.

Hey guys.OMG it's been so long since I've posted anything.So much for being committed blogger.Well,I've been out for the past few days since it's the holidays and whatever.Not that it means anything to me since I was and am on holiday since June.Let's not deviate too far.The thing is I always look forward to month end because that's when my parents generously give me cash!Yeah!Since I'm not working and don't intend to,so I need somebody to bring in the cash.Hehe.So last week they gave me RM150 as if that's enough and told me to keep it for the whole month.I told 'Well,one month is out of the question,but maybe 2 weeks or something'.Well,let's see.It's been 8 days and I have .....RM44 left.Honestly,I didn't know what happen but I think someone might have robbed me.I don't remember where it went!That's the problem with me.First I'll have some RM50 notes in my purse and then what do you know.there's not even one.

I'm not a shopaholic.I hate to shop.But I do splurge on books. Every time I see a bookstore,I just got to go and get something!Most recently I bought 'The Short Second Life of Bree Turner'.That fucking book is so freaking thin and it cost me 50 bucks.I just took 2 hours to read it and then I spent another 2 hours thinking,'Is there any way I can return the book and get back my cash?'.No.I can't.I know it's cliche but lost money can never return.Maybe if you strike 4D.I was looking back at all the books I bought and I can't help but think 'Damn I'm not a millionaire,I have to stop buying and use the money to eat or something!'.I do have a Maybankard but my dad keeps it,which is a good thing though.

Since I'm totally commitment-less,it's either sitting at home and using my laptop while my hair looks like Kesha's...or going out with my friends.I love going out with them,I really do,but it burns a hole in my pocket.I've got a minimum 3 more outings this week but my purse is saying 'That ain't gonna happen!' if you know what I mean.I hate facing my parents and asking for money.I hate listening to that stupid long lecture about how money don't grow on trees. Even though I've heard it a thousand times.I don't really remember what they said.So friends,If I'm not there most probably I died or being held captive somewhere or I'm out of cash.Unless some of you are sweet enough to give me some.LOL.Sigh.

Sometimes,I wish my parents are filthy rich.But then with great money comes great responsibility!Well,we don't want that don't we?Haha.So that's all for now.Adios and remember,spend your cash wisely!

Being single and lovin' it!

Wow here I am again.It's inevitable that I'm bored out of my mind.So since I'm so free and lonely at times,people tell me 'Why don't you get yourself a boyfriend?'HA.See that's the typical mentality of a human.Why can't I get a puppy instead?The ugly truth is I think people are just so obsessed with having a partner just for the sake of it.They're not comfortable just being who they are but instead,they try to cling on someone as soon as possible.Sigh.My friend SKY told me that in the first week of her course,apparently a guy fell in love with a girl and coincidently,so did the girl!I don't know what is going through your head but mine is WTF!How sad that love has been diminished to an extent that even school students feel that they can be in love.I mean 'How the hell I know?" but still,what is love?

My parents claim that they fell in love and so they got married.So what did happen to them?I don't see the love when they talk,when they're together.My mom says 'It's different 20 years ago.Now your father just makes me angry.'Hmm how shallow was that?I know that they went through hell to be together,with their families and age gap and all.I'm just saying how long does it last?Does it really last forever?Is it true that you can fall out of love?Or is it just a casual fling to make your day to day event a little more exciting?

The point is I'm single.And happy no doubt.But sometimes people around me question the loneliness of their lives due to the absence of a boyfriend.Frankly,I think they just bring you down.You can't really go crazy or ape shit with them!Okay then after having a boyfriend what is the next step?Marriage!BAH!That's just crazy!Come on.We're teenagers.We got loads of time later on to be in a relationship.Now it's the time to go berserk with our buddies!So sometimes when you see a hot guy passing by,or a cute couple holding hands,just say 'Who cares?!'I can take a glimpse or two at anyone I want but so sad for you,your boyfriend don't let you look at anybody else or you'll get dumped!

So,all the single ladies out there!Just dance to the beat coz we're single and lovin' it!

My First Time

Oh wow my first posting in my own blog.This is weird.Apart from the fact that I don't know how to freaking blog and how to make it look fancy,I had always said that I will never blog.No offence to all bloggers out there, but I just didn't have the time and energy to do it.Well now hmm,I pretty darn free all right!I have no job and no school.I can blog all day and all night!But I don't have to blog about so back to square one.

Speaking of being unemployed,I hate when people ask me what am I doing.This is a typical conversation I have with people almost everyday.
People:So where are you studying now?
      Me:I'm not studying.
People:Oh okay,so where are you working then?
      Me:Hmm,I'm not working either.
People:Oh o-o-kay,so what exactly do you do?*They're being judgmental and I hate it!*
      Me:Nothing.Just doing nothing.

Then,they give me that stupid reaction that make me want to smack their head off.This is my life and I can do what the HELL I want.Besides,what do they know about me?The fact that I have been studying non-stop since 3 and never really got a break after SPM.And I'm sure beginning next year,I wouldn't have time for myself anymore.And blimey,it has been one of the best 2 months of my life!And I think we all should take a break once in a while and just do things that you love.Well,some things that I love <3

I love my friends!Muaks!

Glee!I'm a gleek!

Food!OMG*saliva drooling everywhere*

So remember life's what you make it so make it awesome!That's all for now.

P S:Hope the post wasn't that bad!