Paramore!

Hi guys,it's been forever since I've blogged last.Anyway,yesterday was 19th October,a day that I have been waiting for,the whole Malaysia have been waiting for 6 years -It was Paramore Live in KL 2010!To those who might not know,Paramore is my ultimate favorite band and they are the reason I even bought a guitar!

So yesterday we reached Bukit Jalil Indoor Stadium at around 6pm,thinking that we have 1 solid hour to queue up for the 7pm gate opening,but thousands were already there.It was like freaking Batu Caves on Thaipusam Day!Anyhow,we managed to get front row seats of the second level which had amazing view of the stage.Was a little bit sad though because I wanted Rockzone tickets :(  Anyway,the place started to get packed around 8 and a local punk rock band,Y2K(Yes2Kapitalism) opened up for us.I couldn't hear anything they sang.

Then,around 8.15 a van drove by and the crowd went crazy-Paramore is here!We were standing and screaming,the whole stadium was.They came and without delay,performed my ultimate favorite song 'Ignorance'!Everyone sang,it was crazy!Even Hayley was laughing at disbelief with us Malaysian crowd.She said that she has a lot in store for us and they went on to sing a few more like That's What You Get,Pressure,Decode,When It Rains.CrushCrushCrush,The Only Exception and others.After that,Hayley said,'we have been on tour for 6 years,and I can't believe we have never been here.And we'll definitely come again!'We were all just ecstatic and yelling 'Paramore!'

For encore,they sang brick by Boring Brick and Misery Business.One lucky guy got to get on stage and sing with them,only 2 lines though.Haha.And there was this one guy that tried to jump on the stage,but the security got him.A bit scary.Anyways,she said that now we're all one big Paramore family.At the end of the day,I know why they are the best Alternative act of this generation.Sweaty and tired,yet was the best night of my life.:)

And here's a video of us singing 'The Only Exception'.A bit disoriented though.haha.

P.S.I'll definitely go again to their next one,hopefully they change the venue.

Yeah babey I got it!

So remember I said that 2 weeks ago I went to IMU for my admission interview and I said it went totally wrong in every possible way -Well,guess I was wrong.I'm pretty glad I wasn't right this time though.3 days ago,I was out actually and my brother called and said there was a parcel for me from IMU.The interviewers told me that it would take 3 weeks to decide whether or not I was accepted.So I got really skeptical and told my brother to tear open the parcel while I was getting all dizzy with adrenaline rush.So praise the Lord,it was my offer letter.

I thought I would have to wait weeks for it so thankfully now I don't have to.So I thought life will be all easy going till next Feb -wrong again.Actually now is the time it all begins.By it I mean PAPERWORK.Damn I hate doing paperwork.I am going through one stack now and I'm waiting for another thick stack from my sponsors.Dealing with the sponsors are particularly stressful.Even a simple e-mail I have to send will take 20 mins because I have to be really careful with what I'm typing.You know,classy and respectful.Which is hard for me because they're putting a huge amount of pressure even before the start of the course.You know what's even worse than doing a RM0.4 mill course using your parents money?I say doing it with someone else' money.Lol.

So next Feb it all begins.Will be starting book,clothes and house hunting soon in Bukit Jalil.A bit pumped that I'm starting my course soon but I'm kinda sad to leave this carefree world I'm in now.But one thing I'm not said,leaving this shit hole that is my house yeah!Can't wait to go rub shoulders with all the rich kids even though it's a stupid thing to look forward to.Haha.Anyway,gotta enjoy these few last months before starting this 5 years course,followed by what I'm sure to be YEARS and YEARS of working.No looking back.

                                        

Happiness

I'm sitting in my room,all alone tonight.The chillness I feel has nothing to do with my AC.It hadn't been a great day which is a bummer because I had a lot of plans today.But you know what they say-plans change.So,everything is building up inside so now I'm sitting.Alone.Thinking.Thinking about the obvious reason as to why I'm writing this.Because I'm not happy.

Happiness is subjective,descriptive,varies from one person to another.It can come from the most insignificant things.I had an ice cream just now.It did make me feel better though.But that shouldn't been the case.People shouldn't stuff their face with food,I should know that the best.Yet,I can't think of anything else that can cheer me up at the moment.Tried to play some online games but my connection is just bloody awesome.Thanks TM for efficiently charging the bills every month for services that doesn't worth any.Anyways the point is,does happiness come naturally or it's something that needs to be chased after?I honestly need to know because I don't know.

I know a hormone causes happiness-serotonin-which is secreted all over your vessels and make you happy.Doesn't mean though that happiness is purely scientific.If only the hormone is involved in some kind of negative feedback mechanism.If only,that's the thing.But it's not so life goes on and shit happens.Sometimes,no matter how determined you are to make your life as happy as you want,life doesn't happen the way you planned because planning is all you can do.They say you take control of your live but there's hundreds of other people involved in it and from all those people,any one thing they do can cause a certain disapprovement.

A friend of mine said that one day,we'll get used to a problem because some things just can't be solved.You might pluck your brains out thinking but you just have to live through it,and survive.I believe that as time goes by,you may feel that your problem is getting easier to handle when the fact is you're getting stronger.Wow,it does feel better to lay it all out.The bottom line is I'm just trying to say don't let little things ruin your day,because they're not worth it.Hopefully we'll get through it together.