Paramore!

Hi guys,it's been forever since I've blogged last.Anyway,yesterday was 19th October,a day that I have been waiting for,the whole Malaysia have been waiting for 6 years -It was Paramore Live in KL 2010!To those who might not know,Paramore is my ultimate favorite band and they are the reason I even bought a guitar!

So yesterday we reached Bukit Jalil Indoor Stadium at around 6pm,thinking that we have 1 solid hour to queue up for the 7pm gate opening,but thousands were already there.It was like freaking Batu Caves on Thaipusam Day!Anyhow,we managed to get front row seats of the second level which had amazing view of the stage.Was a little bit sad though because I wanted Rockzone tickets :(  Anyway,the place started to get packed around 8 and a local punk rock band,Y2K(Yes2Kapitalism) opened up for us.I couldn't hear anything they sang.

Then,around 8.15 a van drove by and the crowd went crazy-Paramore is here!We were standing and screaming,the whole stadium was.They came and without delay,performed my ultimate favorite song 'Ignorance'!Everyone sang,it was crazy!Even Hayley was laughing at disbelief with us Malaysian crowd.She said that she has a lot in store for us and they went on to sing a few more like That's What You Get,Pressure,Decode,When It Rains.CrushCrushCrush,The Only Exception and others.After that,Hayley said,'we have been on tour for 6 years,and I can't believe we have never been here.And we'll definitely come again!'We were all just ecstatic and yelling 'Paramore!'

For encore,they sang brick by Boring Brick and Misery Business.One lucky guy got to get on stage and sing with them,only 2 lines though.Haha.And there was this one guy that tried to jump on the stage,but the security got him.A bit scary.Anyways,she said that now we're all one big Paramore family.At the end of the day,I know why they are the best Alternative act of this generation.Sweaty and tired,yet was the best night of my life.:)

And here's a video of us singing 'The Only Exception'.A bit disoriented though.haha.

P.S.I'll definitely go again to their next one,hopefully they change the venue.

Yeah babey I got it!

So remember I said that 2 weeks ago I went to IMU for my admission interview and I said it went totally wrong in every possible way -Well,guess I was wrong.I'm pretty glad I wasn't right this time though.3 days ago,I was out actually and my brother called and said there was a parcel for me from IMU.The interviewers told me that it would take 3 weeks to decide whether or not I was accepted.So I got really skeptical and told my brother to tear open the parcel while I was getting all dizzy with adrenaline rush.So praise the Lord,it was my offer letter.

I thought I would have to wait weeks for it so thankfully now I don't have to.So I thought life will be all easy going till next Feb -wrong again.Actually now is the time it all begins.By it I mean PAPERWORK.Damn I hate doing paperwork.I am going through one stack now and I'm waiting for another thick stack from my sponsors.Dealing with the sponsors are particularly stressful.Even a simple e-mail I have to send will take 20 mins because I have to be really careful with what I'm typing.You know,classy and respectful.Which is hard for me because they're putting a huge amount of pressure even before the start of the course.You know what's even worse than doing a RM0.4 mill course using your parents money?I say doing it with someone else' money.Lol.

So next Feb it all begins.Will be starting book,clothes and house hunting soon in Bukit Jalil.A bit pumped that I'm starting my course soon but I'm kinda sad to leave this carefree world I'm in now.But one thing I'm not said,leaving this shit hole that is my house yeah!Can't wait to go rub shoulders with all the rich kids even though it's a stupid thing to look forward to.Haha.Anyway,gotta enjoy these few last months before starting this 5 years course,followed by what I'm sure to be YEARS and YEARS of working.No looking back.

                                        

Happiness

I'm sitting in my room,all alone tonight.The chillness I feel has nothing to do with my AC.It hadn't been a great day which is a bummer because I had a lot of plans today.But you know what they say-plans change.So,everything is building up inside so now I'm sitting.Alone.Thinking.Thinking about the obvious reason as to why I'm writing this.Because I'm not happy.

Happiness is subjective,descriptive,varies from one person to another.It can come from the most insignificant things.I had an ice cream just now.It did make me feel better though.But that shouldn't been the case.People shouldn't stuff their face with food,I should know that the best.Yet,I can't think of anything else that can cheer me up at the moment.Tried to play some online games but my connection is just bloody awesome.Thanks TM for efficiently charging the bills every month for services that doesn't worth any.Anyways the point is,does happiness come naturally or it's something that needs to be chased after?I honestly need to know because I don't know.

I know a hormone causes happiness-serotonin-which is secreted all over your vessels and make you happy.Doesn't mean though that happiness is purely scientific.If only the hormone is involved in some kind of negative feedback mechanism.If only,that's the thing.But it's not so life goes on and shit happens.Sometimes,no matter how determined you are to make your life as happy as you want,life doesn't happen the way you planned because planning is all you can do.They say you take control of your live but there's hundreds of other people involved in it and from all those people,any one thing they do can cause a certain disapprovement.

A friend of mine said that one day,we'll get used to a problem because some things just can't be solved.You might pluck your brains out thinking but you just have to live through it,and survive.I believe that as time goes by,you may feel that your problem is getting easier to handle when the fact is you're getting stronger.Wow,it does feel better to lay it all out.The bottom line is I'm just trying to say don't let little things ruin your day,because they're not worth it.Hopefully we'll get through it together.

Oh no it didn't.

It's just me again,on this wonderful Saturday afternoon.It would have been really nice to go out if at all I'm an outdoorsy person but oh well,too bad.My parents are not at home even today,so I'm cutting some slack and I'm just going to chill at home for a while.

So,last Thursday I did go to IMU for my interview.It was a fairly short trip via LRT and STAR,very different from the last time I went there.It was actually a really nice day there.The students were having some kind of performances and food sales and seeing the guys rocking out with their formal clothes was pretty funny.And my mom thought the guys at IMU were good looking.But you know,she has really low standards.Haha.A lot of people were there for their interview and they all looked like they were having constipation or something,maybe it's the nerves.Too bad I wasn't.But probably I should have,that might have made me more vigilante.

So I got these 2 Indian guys interviewing me,one was like from India or something and I couldn't understand a word he said.But the other one got to my nerves really.He pissed me off with stupid questions and was just arguing with me,Well,first I kept my cool and was laughing off my irritation but after that,I got really sarcastic and I think my anger really showed.I should have just kept quiet and pretended to be calm but I didn't.Just for one day and I couldn't.In the end he said 'It should be'-long pause-'okay.'I mean what does that suppose to mean.I honestly think I blew my chances.Hopefully my results can save me and get me a space there.Because if I don't,I have no clue what I should do.They said I will know by 3 or 4 weeks,so I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

And it's that time again.

Wassup people of the Earth and beyond.Nothing out of the ordinary happened these past few days,so I didn't come to blog.But this coming Thursday.I am having an interview at IMU regarding my admission there since I'm planning to do my Medic there next year.And yeah.I said planning because I don't call the shots around here.To be honest,I am not really nervous or anxious.I am just worried since I basically suck in every interview that I did.There's just something about me that ticks the interviewers.I bet it's my stupid face.Too bad I can't change that.Not now that is.

It's not like I'm a celebrity and I've gone through tones of interviews.Till now.I have had 6 and all of them pretty much sucked!The worse by far is my JPA interview.I was beyond pissed to even be polite to them and that costs my whole JPA scholarship.I guess everything happens for a reason and now I'm really grateful I was never offered the scholarship since I found a better one.

But all those were done for fun and now it's time to get serious.This Thursday can either make or break me.I just HAVE to pass it or else I'll be wiping tables at the mamak shop and no,I'm not kidding.So everyone,wish me luck and hopefully they'll be more irritated with someone else on that day.Adios and let's see if I can break this tradition.

So long and goodbye.

Due to popular demands.I'm back to blog today!Pardon the pun I'm still new.

Anyway,the reason I'm blogging today is because some of my buddies are flying off to study soon.Nisha aka minah senget flew off today! :( and Darren and Suzu will be flying in a few days.D: How sad.Those are my MSN buddies who I chat with almost everyday.Sigh.I guess I have to settle with the leftovers here.Haha just kidding,the ones here are golden!

Not that I don't want my friends to have the best times of their lives there,but a part of me will always long the days we all just hung out together.Those days seems like a distant memory.It used to be effortless some time ago.I miss those days when we had those random outings after class.These little things, surprisingly are the ones I remember.For example I remember the TGV at WWM just opened and me,Kirty,Suzu and Nisha went to see Iron Man 2 and we were screaming at Robert Downey Jr from the second row and snacking like nobody's business!LOL! It was a really fun day,excluding the part where I didn't tell my dad where I was.

And who can forget all those crazy moments at our lecture halls.There's nothing boring or lame about lectures at all.As a matter of fact,there's where the fun starts.My life at TARC was definitely one of the best 18 months I have.I'll do A-Levels all over again if I'll ever have the chance to do it with all you guys.I know when time goes by,friends will either grow or go.And now it's time for the hard part,but no worries; distance makes the heart grow fonder :)So don't think you can get rid of me because I'll be here when all of you come back.Love you all XOXO

              Till the next one!Take care everyone :)

Life in Klang.

It's been so many days since I even came online,so I didn't get the chance to blog.To my biggest fan aka Wen Yie;sorry.Haha.So I pestered my aunt to bring me to a CC.So now I'm at Summer in Klang Town.They charge RM3 per hour which I think is daylight robbery.And a guy just farted near me 5 min ago.People should really watch what they're eating.

Speaking about eating,that was something I did really consistently here.From the moment I wake up till the moment I fell like sleeping (which seldom happens when you're having so much fun) i just eat,eat,eat,bathe,eat,eat,TV,eat,eat,run away from the dogs that are trying to kill me,eat,eat,sleep.That's it.You know how we Indians just love to eat.How easy it is that I can summarize it in 1 line but the bliss I feel is heavenly!And Klang food are sick-in a good way!The best thing-my aunt don't hover,I love her to death.All those time my mom would have used to blabber,my aunty uses it to bring us out for food!Thank you God.

I did mention the dogs,there are two.Rocky-the Spitz-He is super calm and cute and fluffy but his teeth are enormous so no thanks.Next is Andrea-a German Shepherd-She is psychotic and she jumps on everyone.You must see my brother's face when she jumps on him.Priceless!But I love seeing the dogs playing with each other and when they do puppy-dog faces when they want snacks.It reminds me how so much alike we are.

My one hour in CC is going to be over.I'll be back to crazy KL tomorrow.How sad:( Back to boredom and blabbering.AT least I have my Kay-El friends to keep me company.Miss you guys,See ya!Peace out!